SEE withyour HEART

I see yours connected to mine. We are one in flesh and in spirit. I nourish you physically and spiritually. Your cord is intertwined in mine, along with each family member of yours. I am nourishing them too. In a way, you might not see, hidden, but I am feeding their spirit, who they are in me. Building my kingdom in their heart to see all that they are. One brick at a time. Filling it with morter. LOVE. That binds us together. Cement. Hard and solid. They will walk with me as you do, on higher ground I will take them. They will fly as you do my love, surrounded by all that I am. Compelled by my love to move and flow, in sync with my heart. We will all beat to the same heart. Mine. Temple. It is abiding love in them. FLOWING like a river, bursting out of them, overtaking the highways filling the streets, taking over the nations. My love a river of love flowing and sweeping over my people, over all creation. Forever.

Or do you not know that your body is the temple of the Holy Spirit who is in you, whom you have from God, and you are not your own? For you were bought at a price; therefore glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God’s.” (1 Corinthians 5-20)

I sit with you my love. I am always here. Always by your side watching you yield to me. I see your unhibited in me. Nothing will hold you back. You just don’t care. You are consumed with my love. Pleasing the Fathers heart are you? That is you, my songstress. I want to put a song on your heart beloved. One I wrote just for you. A lullybye of love to soothe you.

Rest in me my butterfly.

I see you flapping your wings.

I am who you come to

I am who you rest on

I want to soothe your wings so that they fly  for me

You are my songstress

My love

My eyes

My heart

All that I am

You fill me up with your love for me

Suffercating me

With your passion

Oh how I dream of you

And all that you are

I am with you my love

Awaiting your arrival

Breathtaking beauty

It is finished. Means nothing WE need to do to add to it or take away from it. Everything was done on calvary. Everything. The cross did it all already. We have to believe it. Faith. There is so much stuff out there that says you need this or you need that to be healed, to be loved, to help another….so we run to those ministrys to help us instead of simply believing our Father has done it already and all we have to do is simply believe HIM. And as we get to know HIM…we transform into HIS nature. It is not another we chase, or a healing we chase, or a fix for a circumstance we chase…we chase HIM. And when we continually surrender ourselves to HIM and who HE is..we become like HIM…developing HIS nature. So the circumstances don’t become the focus…HE is our focus.

HE tells us… seek ye the kingdom of GOD and all its righteousness and EVERYTHING will be added to you.

I want to be more like my Father everyday…to know HIS true nature. HIS virtues. I seek HIM. Not HIS power, not HIS miracles and all HE can do for me. I seek …HIS kindness, HIS gentle spirit, HIS patience, HIS tender heart, HIS compassion, HIS forgiving heart…all HIS virtues. In that place of knowing HIM, I too become like HIM. HIS replica. By HIS nature. Then everything else will be a byproduct of who I am (added to me), who HE is.

HE is love. I want to become love. Moving from love to love. So HIS glory can be seen.

⁴ Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. ⁵ It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. ⁶ Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. ⁷ It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

1 Corinthians 13

The like-minded are on facebook for me. It is a place where I am yoked to beleivers. I told the Lord I will not go back on unless HE tells me to. HE knows whats best for my situation…I want to do HIS will, not mine.

I heard this:

“I will give you direction, a path to take. Go mow the lawn little one. Cut the grass, clean and straight. Bag it up and leave the rest for composting. Keep the lawn green and gathered, not scattered all over.”

hmmmmm…..the lawn is in my yard…my house…or is it?

I see me in a mirror. As you look into it I see myself little one. I see how you are cultivating the nature of God. It is not in all you do, but who you are. You can do all my work, yet still be walking in shame, condemnation, fear  and therefore expelling that out. Love is the name of the game. And in my nature you will find that love is the driving force. It is what compels you to move in the manner of Christ. My nature needs to be cultivated. The seed of virtue. I expose where love is not found so you can see the path that needs to be taken. Mine. The light shows all. As the bullets fly my nature repels them. They will come, yet how will you handle them. What tone will you take. Mine or anothers.

***power does not compel us…. Miracles do not compel us….what compels us is taking on the nature of God…then everything else flows from the right direction…LOVE.

I see the fight goin on. You in one corner and your opponant in the other. I see the punches you throw and I see his too. Lots of jabs he tries to swing at you. Yet I pull you back to your corner and I give you a quick look over and send you out on your way. You stand there untouched. The swings come at you, yet they miss. One after another. I see the crowd in confusion. How can this be? Why is it not touching her? Why is she not down beaten to the ground yet? The crowd roars. And I see you simply walk off the ring as I put on your cloak, my arm around you and we go off together.

The invisible. They cant see what they dont have eyes to see.

I see you are my little one. You cry for their hearts. Are they choosing their own life more than a life in me? I see you in the spirit for them. Pleading. I hear your cries. I hear your broken heart. It is a love affair little one you have with me. They will come. I will take them there too. Keep speaking in the spirit. I hear you. Asphalt. I will make our love hard as cement. Watch. My canopy is over them.

Life. I have given you. Let not your heart be troubled, but in its place find my joy. For I have given it all to the one who seeks it. They shall find it. It is theirs for the taking. All of me, is handed to them. Everything that I am is in their hands. My light. Bright. Brilliant light. Shines so… for all to see in you. Let them see me little one. Oh…. shine bright for me.

You don’t have to get it right. I did.

I am making one. Each piece is getting designed so carefully and I am putting them together as we speak. Each design is different, yet the same. All about me. Each facet or color lays a different season of learning and growing in me. I have been building this quilt for generations. Removing the old stitches and creating a new design, one that speaks of my Father. I see each circumstance waved in front of all of you. Yet I have conquered it already. I want you to walk in my victory little one. Stay in my presence, speak out my truths and watch them unfold…. being designed…. in the quilt I have for all of you. I assemble each piece with clarity and rythym. One that beats to my heart. A musical symphony being played out for all to see. What a magnificent melody I have for all of you. I hear you play it in the heavens and it alerts all. They see the quilt being waved in the heavens they hear the song being played there and some get frustrated, yet my love conquers and I will see to it that my name be exalted……on earth as it is in heaven dear one. I am playing you and your home in sync with my heart, beloved.

The devil has had me focused on myself. What I feel. Traps.

Papa alerted me I am already free in everything. Because of what HE did on the cross. It is finished. Dont look at yourself. Look at another. Your dead. And I am alive in you. That is what comes out. The hope of Glory. If anything else comes out, you gotta surrender more to me. I have all of you. So how can you be offended, hurt, angry. Your dead. All you can be is love. Cause thats who I am. And I live through you. Walk in that Sue. Dont listen to others who say different. It is already finished. Beleive it.

I am free indeed. I dont love my life more than HIM. All I want to be is a blessing for another. That is who I am. I got sidetracked on my circumstance. TRAP. I am not my circumstance. I am love.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Dv2IbG_C2w

¹⁴ For Christ’s love compels us, because we are convinced that one died for all, and therefore all died. ¹⁵And he died for all, that those who live should no longer live for themselves but for him who died for them and was raised again.

¹⁶ So from now on we regard no one from a worldly point of view. Though we once regarded Christ in this way, we do so no longer. ¹⁷ Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, the new creation has come:^[a] The old has gone, the new is here! ¹⁸ All this is from God, who reconciled us to himself through Christ and gave us the ministry of reconciliation: ¹⁹ that God was reconciling the world to himself in Christ, not counting people’s sins against them. And he has committed to us the message of reconciliation. ²⁰ We are therefore Christ’s ambassadors, as though God were making his appeal through us. We implore you on Christ’s behalf: Be reconciled to God. ²¹ God made him who had no sin to be sin^[b] for us, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God. 2 Corinthians 5

I sat and asked the Holy Spirit that I need HIM today. I feel lost. Suddenly I heard the wind blow in my home. A whistle like wind. Then open-eyed I see a light, green and brown, 2 colors coming in from the door almost like a fog translucent…. Then I heard the word …”tapestry.” What is that? I looked it up.

Tapestry is a form of textile art, traditionally woven on a vertical loom, however it can also be woven on a floor loom as well. It is composed of two sets of interlaced threads, those running parallel to the length (called the warp) and those parallel to the width (called the weft); the warp threads are set up under tension on a loom, and the weft thread is passed back and forth across part or all of the warps. Tapestry is weft-faced weaving, in which all the warp threads are hidden in the completed work, unlike cloth weaving where both the warp and the weft threads may be visible. In tapestry weaving, weft yarns are typically discontinuous; the artisan interlaces each coloured weft back and forth in its own small pattern area. It is a plain weft-faced weave having weft threads of different colours worked over portions of the warp to form the design.^[1][2]

Most weavers use a naturally based warp thread such as linen or cotton. The weft threads are usually wool or cotton, but may include silk, gold, silver, or other alternatives.

As I read this HE began to point things out to me. I am the tapestry HE is weaving on HIS loom. I am the warp thread under tension being pulled and HE is the weft thread being passed back and forth being weaved into my thread. It is time consuming. The warp thread (me) is hidden completely in the work. All you see is the weft thread (Jesus). HE weaves differnt colors to form the tapestry design. That is what HE is doing in me. Its uncomfortable and takes time. I dont like it. But HE will teach me to enjoy it I pray.

I hold onto HIS name. That is all I have.

I see you give all of yourself to me. Surrendering. ..I want to be like you daddy…show me how to be like you Lord?

I AM.

Your step is in mine. We walk as one. I see you wanting to go this way , yet I quickly stop you and move you in the spirit. My time with you is precious little one. I wait for you to engage with me. I yearn for us to interact. Yet this is a different time with me. One that you will have to sit and listen and wait and watch. Not do the things so readily. Instead watch them unfold now. Your time with me is to receive little one. I want you to receive my love in bucket fulls. You want to bless others I know. Yet I want you to take them higher. How can you if you have not received? Those layers are being exposed. One by one. And coming off. Leaving only my light to shine. I see the boundaries that you had before. I want to take those walls down and leave the impossible to show. It is all in believing little one. Trust the one who sent you. Yeshua. You must go through me and all that I have for you in order to see my Father.

I am preparing my bride. Ramequin.

***A ramekin or ramequin, also known as a bouillon bowl, is a small glazed ceramic or glass serving bowl used for the preparation and serving of various food dishes. The word is from French (as ramequin), and before that Middle Dutch and Middle Low German – see ramekin for details.

ramekins are commonly used for serving a variety of dishes such as crème brûlée, French onion soup, Molten chocolate cake, moimoi, cheese or egg dishes, poi, potted shrimps, ice cream, soufflé, baked “cocottes”, crumbles, or scallops or used to serve side garnishes and condiments alongside an entree. They also can be used for appetisers such as mixed olives.

Traditionally circular with a fluted exterior, ramekins can also be found in novelty shapes, such as flowers, hearts or stars.

Ramekins are often built to withstand high temperatures, as they are frequently used in ovens, or in the case of crème brûlée, exposed to the flare of a cooking torch.

When you hear it ignore it. All it is …is trying to get your attention. To distract you from me. Your Father and all I have for you little one. Just like when your dog sees the mailman he runs to the door and barks uncontrollably until he leaves. Call out the dog and make him leave in Jesus name. Make him come away from the door and sit. Distractions. Control or not control. I have given you self-control. Use it wisely. Don’t let the liar distract you with his nonsense. Stick with the truth. FOR YOU CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO GIVES YOU STRENGTH. I am the shepherd. I lead the flock. Follow me, little one. Follow my voice. Be still and know that I am God.  1 Corinthian 2 v 10.

¹⁰ these are the things God has revealed to us by his Spirit. The Spirit searches all things, even the deep things of God. 1 Corinthians 2 v 10

I have saddled up beside her. We are riding together dear one. I see her throwing her reigns to the wind knowing I AM guiding them. I have taken them. No weapon formed against her shall prosper. She is riding on solid ground. I hear the accusations. Lies. She knows who her Father is. King Jesus. I am here to weather any storm with her. She will prevail as I did. Watch her step in mine.

Oh little one how the wind blows in you. You think things have subsided. Wrong. I am doing a great work in you. You miss the time we spend together loving others, I know. Right now, my time with you is crucial to your home. You think nothing is happening, yet I am happening. All around you. Shhhhhhhh…..I see how you have to hold back, but I want you to know this is a season of resting in me. I want you full throttle in your home. I have given you a great responsibility in them. They are yours to love. I want you to love them the way I love them. I will teach you. I see you putting the bags down and unpacking. I will fill those suitcases with new clothes. Ones that will last a lifetime. No worries. You are not alone. I am right here. I will never leave you.

⁶And He raised us up together with Him and made us sit down together [giving us ^[b]joint seating with Him] in the heavenly sphere [by virtue of our being] in Christ Jesus (the Messiah, the Anointed One).

⁷He did this that He might clearly demonstrate through the ages to come the immeasurable (limitless, surpassing) riches of His free grace (His unmerited favor) in [His] kindness and goodness of heart toward us in Christ Jesus.

⁸For it is by free grace (God’s unmerited favor) that you are saved (^[c]delivered from judgment and made partakers of Christ’s salvation) through [your] faith. And this [salvation] is not of yourselves [of your own doing, it came not through your own striving], but it is the gift of God;

Ephesians 2